Sorry man, I've been working overtime at my job to make up for all the lost time and I... kinda forgot about everything for a little bit. Anyways, I remembered that I promised pictures. Unfortunately, all I got was the paper that fell out, but it scared me pretty damn badly. I've never seen any symbol like the one on here. It kinda looks like the Operator symbol, but hell, I dunno...

Hell. That's the paper that fell out. It's covered in blood and some strange liquid that looks like watered down motor oil. It stinks really bad, too. I can't quite read the righting, it's too scribbly. "He always" something... Jesus this is getting old.

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i'm still here, i'm still here, i haven't forgotten you guys, just too caught up in my all my own shit. know i said i'd explain, i will.

chriss got worse. a lot worse. like, homicidally insane and shit. he got himself locked up, doped up, all sorts of shit. matt and i finally just got him back. we took him off the meds. he's getting better. i also got the journal. his journal, the one he was scribbling in furiously. i asked him about it, he has no idea about it, i haven't told him i found it. upload pictures later, in a hurry right now. matt's been in and out lately. he's been gone for two days now. he stays and goes, whatever, he'll be back soon.

pictures later.